I'm not sure why but for some reason I feel like I have to impress this fuckin' artist guy when ever he says shit!! But I'm not sure why!

its not like I like him and his pals...to the contrary the are a bit...too...aspiring...for my taste...me I just fucking own it and do what I gotta do!!

still I worry because at the same time I'm helping all these other artists here and I feel like I have to impress the fucker somehow!!!!!!